It’s not just Earth Day… It’s my BIRTHDAY! 0 notes

Anonymous asked:
wait.. if that chick was your first girlfriend, then who was that other girl you kept posting about awhile ago?

The other girl you are thinking of is Emkay. That person has a special place in my life, but she’s not around anymore. She and I went our separate ways.

I really wish she was still around me.

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Will I ever be content?

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Anonymous asked:
sometimes girls are like that, dude. The best thing you can do is keep forgiving, and if she really means a lot to you (which i'm guessing she does because of how hurt you are), be her friend. make an honest effort to be what she needs, when she needs it. show her love, even if it is not being reciprocated. Love is about appreciation, not possession.

Umm, I already said she was the one who decided to break up with me and wanted friendship. I also said I respected that. But whenever we try to, she starts to get mad and starts telling me she’s embarrassed of me. Look, I don’t want her back as a girlfriend, she made that decision for me. I wasn’t about possession. You’re getting the story mixed up. I already forgave her. I moved on. And honestly, after telling me she never loved me anyway and she was still stuck on her ex at that time, I won’t waste my time trying. Her breaking up with me was not painful to me, it was her choice of words of telling me of how much value I was to her which was nothing, she said.

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Anonymous asked:
maybe she just needs some space. how long ago did you two talk?

She always says she needs space. We just talked last two nights ago but in terms for an actual conversation without an argument was before thanksgiving before I got orders to somewhere else. 2 months later, I got a chance to talk to her and only had small talk. She was really rude about it. What’s worse is that our relationship wasn’t good either. She kept talking about her ex. I tolerated it for awhile until it became a problem. It was also her decision to break up. Next thing, she was the happiest she was ever been and then tells me she was sorry for using me for distraction.

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Anonymous asked:
Maybe you could talk to her, say what's on your mind and sort things out?

Hey anon. Before I begin, I just want to say thank you for trying to help. I’m not sure if you have been following up on my relationship with her since the beginning but whoever you are, I’m grateful.

okay, she and I spoke recently with my intention to try to work it out as friends as she wanted it but all she did was tell me to not talk to her and threaten to delete me from her life and block me out even though I needed someone to talk to about my problems at the moment which has nothing to do with her at all. I got blown off in the end and told me to respect the idea of not wanting to hear me anymore. It hurts a lot when all I did was agree to the friendship but what’s the point when all she’s going to do is tell me to stop and leave her alone.

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I hate you. I hate you so much. I can’t believe that you were my first girlfriend and you treated me like shit in the end.

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